14/12/2010 (sad day)

I feel damn hurt ..... i very sad about it ..... why u must treat me like that ...... u scold me i just shut up ....do u know i hurt alot ..... i cry u scold me .... what i do u scold me ..... sometime i very jealous that why people sibling can be so close .... why we can't ?????? is that i do something wrong to u .???? whatever u call me to do i do .... i doesn't treat u as a rubbish ..... i think u are the one who treat me as a rubbish .... u call me do this do that ..... i do .... people scold me why so stupid treat u so good ....... but at the end u treat me like rubbish i damn hurt ..... yesterday what u did to me i will remember about it .... i won't forget about it ..... i almost faint ..... my nose is stuck can't breathe ...... i cry about one hour ++ ...... then next morning i wake up my eye is swollen ..... 

                                             

                                                                    Every day bed time i also scold by u i really duno what i did wrong .......ytr u say u wan to slap  me ....slap la ..... ...... u say that beg is yours i take bck to u ..... i just put it on the floor then u started to scold me .... then u throw the beg to me ... i really dunno what u wan .... u say u wan it back .... that beg really is mine ..... whatever u want i give u .... but u throw back to me when i was lying on the bed ..... and u say 1.take it out or else take it down stair ..... and u say if tomorrow morning  u saw the beg on the floor u wan to slap me ..... i really dunno why u wan to treat me like that ..... u always put your shirt,hanger or something else on my bed .... did i say anything ?????? u call me think what i do wrong ??? i think myself i did nothing wrong ..... just when u no mood u scold me ..... i never call u help me do thing before .... i never ever beg u to help me do thing ... pls don't simply say i beg u do this do that ..... u are the one who call me do this do that ..... i also don't feel like same room as u ...... i hope i always have freedom no one control my bed time .... no one scold me .... i can online whenever what time ....i feel weird why u treat others people so good .... i am jealous about it ....

tired day ( shopping day)

Today i went out with family ...... first we went to OUG to fetch my aunty .....then we went to sungai wang search  for parking ..... is only 11 something the parking lot already full of car .....then after parking we went to pavilion food court for our lunch ....the food there yummy =) ....after our lunch we went to fahrenheit 88 ....me and my little brother doesn't like to shopping ....so we just went in at then we just walk up and down ...... after 1 or 2 hour only my mom ,sister ,aunty and daddy come out from uniqlo........ then we walk to lot 10 .... at lot10 my mom bought me 3 hush puppies t-shirt ....yay ..... then we walk bck to sungai wang ..... grr at that time very very time and bored .... while waiting my mom and aunty buy shirt or something else ... my dad give me and my brother money we went down to mcd to eat mc flurry .... yay ..... we all sit at mcd chit chat .... and my daddy also tired alr ... so he went down to find us also ... haha ..... after that we went to parking lot take our car .... then we went to pandan perdana to have our dinner .... after dinner my daddy fetch my aunty bck to OUG .... arh  when on the way to oug ..... the road freaking jam .... i hate traffic jam .... after fetch my aunty home ... then we straight away bck to home ..... when we inside the car .... my and brother quite noisy and funny ...we two keep on laugh ...  and my dad and mom scold us call us to stop ... then two don't care about .. continue laugh .... then they all scold again .... then we two stop .... i on my psp song we two sang together ... haha ... today i am happy with my brother .....have fun alot ..... finally we reach home ...home sweet home .... i spend around 9hours at outside ... tired day .....

                                                            

last day of school and also last day i study is 2jujur =(

Today 16 november 2010 , tuesday .....is last day of school ......i feel sad because i not same class with my 2jujur classmate anymore ......I GONNA MISS U GUYS ...... i am sorry to all friend in 2jujur ....if i did something wrong ....i am sorry pls forgive me ..... and u guys have new classmate next year hope u guys enjoy ......this year 2jujur got 8 people drop class.....everyone feel weird about it ....including me ..... i prefer study is jujur class because of all the students won't talk when teacher teaching , hard working , and many ..... today after school we 2jujur around 20 people went to eat pizza and bowling ....i very enjoy it ....hope u guys enjoy also .....today is the most best day and also my most sad day =( .........2JUJUR 2010 ALWAYS THE BEST .....GONNA MISS U GUYS <3 .....STUDY HARD AND GET GOOD RESULT IN PMR NEXT YEAR .....

 

DS ( sunday 14 nov)

I damn freaking hate my little brother ....he begin useless to me ....whatever i ask he will scold me soh poh ....u very good ma.....u is the useless little brother for me ....don't call me to help u do thing when u in my skol ....u let ppl beat or u fight i also don't care ...none of my business ......MAKE LOST MY DS COVER THING ....call u find then u find so many excuse ....u think very fun iszit .....the ds is belong to me ....wtf u want ...make lost then find la.....still dun wan to find and want to scold ...... u is useless little brother ...... don't make me scold bad word in front of u .....i dun care u tell mom or dad or grandmother or grandfather i still also will do that to u .....dun call me jiejie when u at skol .....i act duno u is my little brother ....what u do to me ...i will do bck to u next time....no need ask my why i with u like tis ....think what u do before .....DS IS BELONG TO ME ....FIND BCK ALL THE LOST THING .....ASSHOLE 

My mood i s like up and down

This few week my mood is just like roller coster up and down ....... i have no idea why my mood will be like that ???? Maybe because of my result not good and got fail .....Especially SEJARAH make me more emo and no mood ....WHY MUST BE FINAL EXAM ONLY FAIL =(  If fail when mid term exam i also not that sad and emo ......HAIH .......i have no idea why i failed SEJARAH.....I everyday also think and think and think why i failed SEJARAH......Now i worry about my kedudukan in class.....because of  SEJARAH ....i mind to get last in class....wth .....i dun want to drop class next year i want to be in the same class......I HOPE I BE IN SAME CLASS NEXT YEAR ...TO STUDY HARD AND GET GOOD RESULT FOR MY PMR =X

11 NOV 2010

Today is the day UPSR result came out .....my little brother get  2A 3B 2C .....haha he get better than me ....I get 1A 5B 1C last time when UPSR .....My parent so happy that he get 2A ......

Me and (bff) Tze-cheng

Me and tze-cheng know each other since year 1 until now =)  i am so proud that i same class with her since year 1 until 6 then form 1 different class because of my UPSR i get 1A 5B 1C ...and she get 3A 3B 1C .....so we two go different class but same class...i feel happy that we can same school until now....and now form 2 i also same class with her ....She sit beside me ...We sit in front teacher ......but  we two still to dare chit chat when teacher teaching even those teacher doesn't let us talk hehe ... ..We two also will think a way to talk ;) How brave are we =) ..i knew that we two are noisy and naughty ..X)  When ever how we two always together ...... fight also fight a few second teehee.....when i in trouble, sad and bad mood or worry about result  she are the there to help me and cheer  me up  ....when she in trouble,sad,no mood, worry about result ... i will there to help her and cheer her up =) this we call friendship =) I HOPE WE TWO WILL BE BEST FRIEND FOREVER ....i love u tze-cheng <3 ......U are the best =)

Sekolah life ( almost holiday)

This few weeks at school do nothing =o= . At school also bored at home also bored . Where should we go only not bored ...grrr.......Nowadays at school also play card , chit chat with friend or something else ....is so damn bored ....but is better ...study also bored...now is the time to relax since is after exam =) Everyday me , tze-cheng and chun fai also sit together play card or chit chat ..we three are best friend forever ..... <3

EXAM RESULT =(

BM - 70% (drop 3 marks ) B
B I  - 75% (improve 5 marks) A
SEJ - 35 % ( drop like hell) E
GEO - 59% ( improve 19 marks around there) C 
MATH - 51% ( improve 1 marks better than nth ) C
KH       - 58 % ( drop 3 marks ) C 
SC      - 61%   (still the same ) C 

 I feel very emo about , especially SEJARAH i study sej the most but i failed ..... i hate that feeling . I begin emo and no mood for 3 week i dunno why i cannot forget about it . My friends especially TZE-CHENG AND CHUN FAI  keep on cheer me up , call me dun emo ...I  know u guys worry about me ....but i can't forget about it ..i need time to calm down ...thx that u guys care me so much =) ..... So far i get 1A 1B 4C 1E...haiz my purata it just around 58.42 every time also the same ....i never try before get 60 something .... i hope i can get it one day .... I worry that i will drop class or not ?? I scared i drop to ikhlas next year ....if i drop to that class , i can't study coz of too noisy ....just like last time form 1 i at ikhlas it is noisy ...lucky this year i at first class ...even those first class is stress but i prefer first class....because first class all those student want to study ....when teacher teaching they won't but sometime will =) ......I hope that i will be in the same class next year ......I don't care people laugh at me because of my result so poor .. I also will post it out ...to relieves my STRESS